Francesca Szaniszlo

A Letter To My Family From Me In Heaven...

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When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
all filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;

But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an Angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand

She said my place was ready,
in heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind,
all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
for all life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for,
so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
from His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity,
and all I've promised you".
Today for life on earth is past,
but here it starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each day's the same day,
there's no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true.
though there were times you did some
things, you knew you shouldn't do.

But you have been forgiven
and now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
and share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

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Dawn Bartlett October 23, 2009

~ Her Journeys Just Begun ~

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Don’t think of her as gone away,
her journey’s just begun.
Life holds so many facets,
This earth is only one.

Just think of her as resting,
from the sorrows and the tears,
in a place of warmth and comfort,
where there are no days and years.

Think how she must be wishing,
that we could know today,
how nothing but our sadness,
can really pass away.

And think of her as living,
in the hearts of those she touched ...
For nothing loved is ever lost
♥ And she was loved so much ♥

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Dawn Bartlett October 20, 2009

tough times x x

i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. please come back x x x x xwb

Wayne Barry (Brother) October 19, 2009

I'll Be There ...

Don't mourn for me when I am gone.
I will not be too far away.
Just think of me and I'll be there,
in every flower, in every tree,
In every little buzzing bee.

No longer will you hear my voice,
No mail by land or sea.
No messages in cyberspace,
That's not where I will be.

Just think of me and I'll be there,
in all the fields and streams.
I'll walk with you along your path.
Just remember me sometimes in your dreams.

Dawn Bartlett October 17, 2009

Happy Belated Birthday wishes to
you Francesca ... I hope you
partied wherever you are!!!!

Dawn Bartlett October 17, 2009

~ Her Journeys Just Begun ~

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Don’t think of her as gone away,
her journey’s just begun.
Life holds so many facets,
This earth is only one.

Just think of her as resting,
from the sorrows and the tears,
in a place of warmth and comfort,
where there are no days and years.

Think how she must be wishing,
that we could know today,
how nothing but our sadness,
can really pass away.

And think of her as living,
in the hearts of those she touched ...
For nothing loved is ever lost
♥ And she was loved so much ♥

♥ ღღღღღ ♥ ღღღღღ ♥ ღღღღღღ ♥ ღღღღღღ ♥

Dawn Bartlett October 17, 2009

Happyy birthdayy sis..x

Were all missing you loadss and were always thinking about the things you did for us in life and how u always lifted us up when we were down,no one will ever replace a better gifted person than u ever was, We let a few notes off for you today i hope u have read them and had a great birthday...i bet your laughing at us now and we are to, cause its your birthday and we are all celabrating to deeeply remember you and we will all look forward to seein you againn x misss you loadss and love alwayss...
Happy birthday sister
lots of lovee xxx
Jakee and Tai xxxxxxx

Jake Parkinson October 3, 2009

Happy birthday R kid

i know you cant read this but i also know you watched me write it......i love you and miss you more each day,today is a hard day for us all as its your 29th birthday and we should be celebrating.
we are celebrating but we are missing the birthday girl.
i dont know how to express my feelings on here as its a website but it helps to write it down.

happy birthday frankie i love you and miss you god bless

all my love forever

wayney b

Wayne Barry (Brother) October 3, 2009

I feel more depressed
Each day when I awake
I wish to god you could tell me
There has been a big mistake.
My darling daughter was taken
From her mothers love
To live with the angels
In heaven up above
I did not have her with me
For the time I should have had
No longer can I hold her
Which makes me very sad?
The pain of losing my daughter
Shows in every single tear
I spend each day missing you
Longing to have you near
Life for me is lonely now
Without you by my side
My Broken shattered heart
Is very hard to hide
People tell me that time is a healer
That the pain will go away
They don’t understand
That this pain is here to stay
For when you lose a child
There is nothing that can compare
The bond we had at their birth
Will never leave, it’s always there
The love a mother has
Runs so very deep
That love is so special
It’s in her heart to keep
A mother’s heart is broken
She is ripped apart inside
There is a part of her missing
It left when her child died

Sandy Collins September 26, 2009

words cant describe how much i miss u!!!

dont realy no wot to say...woteva is said wont make no difference,u stil wont be here with us..i just wish there was something i COULD say that'd bring u back to us WHERE YOU BELONG!!! i miss u so much fran,i just want u back home now..we al do. u wil neva EVA be forgotten...u were taken far far to soon and i stil cant get my head round it. cos u lived away frm us i find myself 4gettin sumtimes n thats wot hurts th most cos havin to remind myself every time is like relivin the whole day ova n ova...i luk at pictures of u n stil feel sadness n total heartbreak,i cant w8 to luk at them n just smile 4 once..n remember the gud times we had. iv neva known ne1 in my life wiv such fun,laughter n bounce in there sole. u were n stil r th best sis ne1 cud eva pray 4...u always made me smile..ur personality was 1 in a million. ur sumet so so special fran,n its heart renchin t think i'l neva av my big sis there 4me agen...4advice,a shoulder t cry on,4a laugh,2 ava drink or 10 wiv :) im just so happy u got 2 be alfies god mother...n im so happy i got to tel u i was pregnant again :) i had another boy. he's called shay..so beautiful n very big. i want u2 be his godmother also :) so make sure u at the christenin..im sure we'l al feel ur presence..wel ur the top dog nw that u up in the big skys so u gota luk out 4 al ur neices n nephews...ur there guardian angel :) i no ur lukin down on us al (not AL the time tho hopefuly) haha. i luv u sis n i no this as just bin a total ramble but im no gud wiv words/poems...so iv just said how i feel. ur my inspiration in life...by that i mean,live life 2 the ful n enjoy urself by doin wot u luv most..cos thats wot u did :) n we al luv u 4it. keep smilin fran cos its the best smile iv seen yet n wen u smile it brightens the skys :) even if its rainin. luv u 4eva toni,jay,alfie n shay. x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

Toni Barry September 19, 2009